Be My Slave (Måneskin Fanfiction // Damiano Victoria Ethan Thomas)

number 12: journey

Third chapter in the same day... I'm very eager to write and I publish as I finish a chapter. If it bores you I can publish a chapter a day or maybe even rarely than that. So let me know what you want😌

Question of the chapter will be at the end so dont forget to answer that <3

Enjoy,
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I was shoked and surprised at the same time.
"As in we..." I said. Not completing my sentence made it more like a question.

"Of course we'll not leave you behind." assured Damiano.

And there it was. A dilemma that I didn't know how to figure out.

I obviously wanted to go with them. Being with them, would probably be the definition of the so called American Dream. But I had just decided to build myself a life in here. They would be going and coming back only more successful then they already are. This program would help me to start over. Actually start my own life at Italy.

Even if I wanted to go, going to the US was a big thing. It would make them be even more popular, they would be surrounded by all these fans. Me being with them would draw a lot of attention. Both to them, and to me. They didn't need their fans to know they had a groupie and I didn't need to be exposed to the whole world as one.

Victoria must've seen the indecision on my face so she probably felt the need to explain.

"Only if you want to come, of course," she said thoughtfully. I replied directly, without thinking. I didn't want them to think I was being ungrateful, or that I didn't like spending my time with them.

"No, it's not that. I would go wherever you go as long as you want me to. It's just... Going to the US is pretty worldwide. You are famous now. Press follows you everywhere you go. It's cool to travel in your little tour bus together but changing a fucking continent would be too much of a deal. People talk. You're the ones who should know that."

I'd felt bad and stopped looking at their eyes.

"I would fuck anyone who ever talked about our private lives." Damiano said with rage. I appreciated his reaction but I was still not sure.

"There's this thing." I murmured. This caught attention of them all. Thomas talked,

"What thing?" he asked.

Even I wasn't sure what thing it was but I tried to explain it as best as I could. That I had applied to a three week course which would potentially help me get a permanent job at Italy.

"If this is what you want, we can't ever stop you, you know?" Victoria said. It looked like she was sad about the situation but she didn't sad anything negative.

"You can't come?" Ethan said innocently. He looked like a sad puppy which I found so freaking cute.

"It's not like you can't fuck any girl you wanted." I said, trying to cheer them up a little.

Damiano looked at me like I'd just said the most stupid thing ever.

"June," he said. I loved the way he pronounced my name. "We could fuck any girl in Italy too but we're with you for a year."

The way he said "we are with you " and not " you are with us" made me feel precious. I felt belong with them.

Damiano panicked, saying that he had said something wrong.
"I don't mean that all we care about sex or that i'm a narcisistic asshole. " he tried to explain himself and I stopped him.
"Damiano," I said. " I know."

"Oh,okay" he replied, looking slightly relieved. He looked calm now.
"We can't force you to do anything. Never. Choice is yours to make. Do what you want to do. Do what would work out the best for you."

I would cry if I wasn't embarrased. They were all so understanding. I truly loved them. I loved them all. But I had to stay.

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Hiii!!! Another short chapter😌 It's what I'm doing now. Shorter chapters but I upload regularly.

Anyways.

Question of the chapter: If you were in June's shoes, would you go or would you stay.