Never Ending Thoughts(Collection of Poems and random thoughts)

burgundy from red

This continues feeling 

that I cannot explain 

lingers in the back of my head

like a bad smelling sock

and I just can't seem to tell 

exactly what it is

like a butterfly in the night

that actually turns out to be a moth

but when night comes to day

its actually a bird , humming

blue and purple on the head

red on the body

am I bleeding 

or am I already dead

because its not red anymore

its just a Burgundy colored stained spot on the floor now