smoke | namgi

fourteen

yoongi sighed as he stared at the calendar in front of him, the day july 29th clearly circled with minji's pink marker. inside the small box it said 'minji's 3rd birthday'. of course, yoongi loves his daughter but he physically and mentally couldn't plan anything and her birthday was only 3 days away.

he groaned and laid back down, a small pout on his face. maybe seokjin could help him like he had done the previous years but what if he came off as annoying and useless. it wasn't his fault that his adhd wouldn't let him organize or plan things right.

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yoongi

hi seokjin not to annoy you or anything but can you help me plan minji's birthday, i can't do shit because of my adhd 😁

seokjin

it's 2am yoongi

yoongi

oh

well 😁 i can't sleep

seokjin

don't you have work tomorrow

yoongi

yup

minji was having a rough night so i put her to sleep like an hour ago

seokjin

she has the same sleep schedule as you i see

yoongi, why don't you sleep and we can talk about minji's birthday after you finish work?

yoongi

i can't sleep

seokjin

why not?

yoongi

just too many things to worry about rn

seokjin

what's on your mind? we can talk

yoongi

nope 😁 it's 2am hahaha as you said, time to sleep hahaha

seokjin

ok so you can't sleep when you want to plan out minji's birthday but you do want to sleep 1 minute after?

yoongi

yup 😁

seokjin

yoongi, i really don't want you bottling up everything because it's very stressful and overwhelming. sometimes you need to let it out and talk with someone about those things. you're not burdening everyone when you talk about your thoughts and problems

yoongi

it's almost as if you read my mind 😃

they raised my rent by 100 dollars, it's almost minji's birthday and i can't plan out shit, minji starts school soon and i'll probably have to do hw with her while handling my own school work. school work keeps getting harder and too much and i want to drop out already.