smoke | namgi

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yoongi

i kind of miss being pregnant with minji

seokjin

ok mr. crying on the ground at 3am because minji wouldn't stop kicking you hard

yoongi

shh

but i miss the feeling yk?

like the excitement of holding her in my arms even though she wasn't planned. and how everyone was so excited to have her here and how loved she was and still is.

im still upset donghyun left minji and i alone, what am i going to do when minji realizes her father left? is she going to be mad, upset? it's my fault. what if she thinks im a horrible dad?

seokjin

yoongi, don't blame yourself for donghyun leaving. you certainly are not a bad father, i can't tell you this enough! you never fail to support minji physically, mentally, or financially all by yourself. just you with a tiny human, can you believe that? im so proud of you

yoongi

seokjin :(

thank you so much :(

*voice message: 3 seconds*

sorry that was an accident

seokjin

are you crying

yoongi

yeah

im fine

seokjin

yoongi be honest

yoongi

well im not ok but i just feel nostalgic yk? and just sad and shit. anyways, thank you for planning the party, i really appreciate it

seokjin

no problem! please just stay safe

yoongi

you too

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yoongi made sure minji was having a great day ever since she woke up. even if it meant he had to wake up at 7am as soon as minji.

minji kept jumping up and down from the excitement she felt, yoongi had given her a doll house as a gift which she absolutely adored "t-thank you appa!" the excitement on her face reminded yoongi of her first birthday.

"no problem sweetie, later we're going to jinnie's, isn't that exciting?" yoongi exclaimed, minji giggled and hugged yoongi as tight as she could, making yoongi smile widely, the smile quickly fading as thoughts raced through his head. what if minji stopped loving him after she found donghyun left?

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he stared at the scars on his skin that were clearly visible on his arms with the short sleeved shirt he had bought, the worst thing was that he couldn't wear a long sleeve one under without it looking horrible.