My mind

Don't Hate Her

Trigger Warning: mentions of suicide
I fixed my spelling mistakes

Don't hate her

Don't hate her for something out of her control

Something she couldn't stop

Something she didn't even know would start

Something that would hurt her so much

Don't hate her for being herself

For being true to herself for once

For the one thing she knows can't be taken away from her

For trying not to lie about at least one thing in her life

Don't hate her for changing her hair

Changing it as a form of expression

Changing it with her feelings because if she can't kill herself then she'll kill something else

Changing it as a way to say help me without speaking the words

Don't hate her

For just trying to live her life despite everything trying to stop her

For just trying to find at least one true relationship where the person doesn't walk away from her

Don't hate her

She's trying her best

Trying her best and trying not to hurt others the way she's been hurt

Trying to be a person people can talk to about the hard things and guide them down a better path than hers

So just don't hate her

x~X~x

Hi guys!! I'm back at least to post this. So much has happened and felt for my safety I needed to right. Also the one sister I use to talk about on here I won't anymore and I'm not really ready to talk about. I have my natural hair back, well besides the parts I bleached but I got it close to my natural hair. It been 2 long years of anything but natural colors and it's really weird but it makes me realize I missed it so much.

If you want more let me know, I can probably come up with something but I just like no one is interested in this anymore

How have you been since I last posted?

I hope things are doing good for

I feel it's been so long I forgot what to say here

Until We Meet Again

~Joy