She gets yelled at
and cries herself to sleep every night
But
when the sun rises
and she pulls herself
from her sleepless night
She gets ready
with her fake happiness
her fake smile
her now tear-less eyes
and her earbud
Her earbuds
that have kept her tear-less eyes tear-less
that remind her to smile
that give her enough happiness to live
All through those tiny earbuds
play her music
that has kept her alive
for year upon years
x~X~x
Hi everyone. I'm here with another update. I don't know what else to say, so lets talk about the new stray kids album. I have listened to it so much and Hyunjin's ponytail is everything. I will admit I have had Haven on repeat and even dyed my hair bright red because the song gave me enough courage to finally do it. I will probably write something to go with that song so I have a remind to do what I want and not care what other people will say. My sister got me to listen to all of bts instead of just kookies covers and it end in me telling her she started something she was not ready for.
Also I can gladly say I have not cut since my last post. I have been writing butterfly in Korean on my arm where I would normally cut and it seems to be working, so I'm going to be doing that. I got that idea after hearing about the butterfly project, where people who self-harm would drawl a butterfly where they would do it at and people who wanted to give moral support to help the self-harms would also. I don't like how a drawl a butterfly so I thought why not write it in Korean.
Next update will by titled Silent Rebellion and you will have more choices for what to read next.
Hope everyone is doing good
Peace Out Wild One's
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My mind
PoetryThis is going to be a book about how I feel and how I view the world, people, ect. It is also going to be about my life and depending on how I feel at that moment will depend on how depressing each chapter may be. Not all the chapaters are going to...
