Goodbye to the old me
The mentally controlled me
The blindly loving me
The way too caring me
Goodbye to the naive me
The too trusting me
The pushover me
The too helpful me
Goodbye to the quite me
The secret keeping me
The people pleasure me
The opinion holder me
Goodbye to the follower me
The not outspoken me
The picture perfect me
The rule abiding me
Goodbye to the blissfully ignorant me
The childish me
The never sticking up for myself me
The reclusive me
Goodbye to the self-cautious me
The never enough me
The always forgotten me
The stuck in my sisters shadow me
Welcome to the new me
x~X~x
Guess who's free from the people who brought the most negativity into her life? It's me and my mom. My mom has been a lot better since my sister isn't around and it's very relaxed. Sending my father his phone back with the 2 letters was very hard for me because I was scared my father and sisters who start getting mad with my mom since they can still talk to them. As have my knowledge they have not contact my mom and aside from the letter they haven't contact me either. I'm glad they have listened to it, even though I know my sister stalks my insta.
**All of this was wrote back in September of last year. I didn't realize I never posted this. I've seen my father more than once since I wrote this, I didn't talk to him and kept with what I said about not talking to him. My sister and I have decided we are dead to each other. If you so wish I can share screenshots of our conversation.**
Hope everyone is doing good and can get the negativity out of their life.
Until We Meet Again
~Joy
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PoetryThis is going to be a book about how I feel and how I view the world, people, ect. It is also going to be about my life and depending on how I feel at that moment will depend on how depressing each chapter may be. Not all the chapaters are going to...
