*** You should know this is a warning for self-harm but if you are this far into the story of my life you already know this***
She sits in her bad at night
all alone
listening to music and crying
for the past few months
everything's been hard for her
her father leaving
her grandmother dying
her sister betraying her
her traumatic past coming back into her live
and yet she tells no one
she bottles up her emotions
till she wants to cut
but she writes
as a last attempt to not
but with all that's happened
that last attempt was to no avail
for the razor was out
and blood was dripping
before she even finish writing
x~X~x
Hi. I have nothing to really say about this because this was just how my night went. I hate that I cut because I was finally a month clean and then I wasn't. I have been crying for the past 3 hours off and on and I just want it to stop. I want someone to stop my crying, to stop me from cutting because the longer I sit in my bed and think is the longer I realize how unhealthy my actions toward myself are but I've been doing it for years now and I don't know how to stop.
How are thing going for you with everything going on?
Any suggestions to stop cutting?
At this point I can use them, as long as I don't have to tell my family because my mom would say I'm being a coward with how I'm dealing with my emotions and I don't want to listen to her yell at me for it.
Hope you are all doing good and don't get covid-19 because that would be bad
Peace out Wild One's
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