When the Sun Begins to Die

Chapter 40

Cadence P.O.V

It has been several weeks since Josh got me actual testosterone pills. I've been taking them every day like clockwork. I want to get my body used to them again.

'I feel bad for putting my body through this mess. I've been on testosterone for two years, but then suddenly I'm on the opposite hormones for two months. It's been a rather sudden jolt to my system. It just isn't fair to my body.'

Luckily I got back on track rather easily and my feminine problems have been resolving themselves. I am starting to feel more like myself. I know this is what I want.

Unfortunately, because I was off testosterone for a while my body is having a couple of small side effects. The only one that is truly bothering me is that my sex drive has been rising.

I had gotten used to it because I had been on testosterone for two years, but now it's at an all time high. It is especially high because I actually have someone to be intimate with.

Josh holds me close to him. It has been a while since we were intimate and I have been craving his touch for a while. I am not a very sexual person, but right now I want to be.

I sit up and straddle Josh's hips, wrapping my arms around his neck to steady myself. He raises his eyebrows at me while hugging my waist.

"What are you planning, Hun?" he asks softly.

"Mm~," I hum softly, "I want you~," I purr.

He purrs and pulls me closer to him, kissing my neck and shoulder. My tank top slides down my shoulders and reveals my binder. Josh never did seem to care about seeing it.

I take my tank top off and toss it to the side. Josh unhooks my binder and slides it off. I blush lightly and look to the side. I am still not used to Josh seeing me in such a vulnerable state, but I suppose I will get used to it eventually.

I pull Josh's shirt off while he works on getting my jeans off. Now we are down to nothing but our boxers. I feel my face heat up a bit as Josh slips my boxers down. I slide his down as well and bounce on his hips gently as a tease.

Josh purrs and adjusts himself after a moment. I slowly ease myself on to his length, letting out a soft moan. I bounce slowly and rock my hips, moaning a bit louder.

Josh bucks his hips while I bounce, causing a clash of pleasure. He smirks, seeing as I liked his movement. He does it again, causing another clash.

After a good while of this rhythm, I feel rather tired. Josh flips us so I am on my knees and so I can relax a bit instead of having to be the dominant one. He eases himself in once again and thrusts at a good pace.

I moan rather loudly as he thrusts a bit more roughly. It feels rather good and makes me crave more. The tightening in my stomach increases and I feel myself getting close to my orgasm.

"J-Josh~, I'm g-getting close~," I warn him, digging my nails into the sheets from the amount of pleasure I am receiving.

"M-Me too~," he purrs in response, thrusting roughly in a spot that sends electrifying pleasure coursing through my body.

"A-Ah~! Josh~! There~!" I moan out, being closer than before.

He smirks and thrusts roughly in the same spot several more times. The pleasure finally becomes too much and I feel myself tighten, climaxing on his member. After another rough thrust, I feel Josh climax inside of me.

He removes himself from me slowly and pulls me close. I feel exhausted and weak, but somehow like I want to stay awake. Unfortunately, I end up falling asleep, but at least I fall asleep in Josh's arms.