My Daddy (Completed)

Chapter 30 ~ Flashbacks

~ Ali's POV ~

I ended up waking up and didn't even know where I was.

I looked around but all I could think about is what I had just dreamt about.

I could vaguely remember but couldn't just couldn't put it together.

I felt myself sit up and I just could see myself in my old bedroom.

This started triggering my PTSD and I started having these flashbacks.

~ Flashback ~

I ran into my bedroom and as fast as I could closed the door behind me.

I was breathing so heavily and cowered in the corner of my room.

I was having a full on panic attack and was shaking so much.

"OPEN THIS DOOR!" My mom was banging on the door so loudly.

I was so terrified.

The banging clogged my head and my eyes started blacking out.

I managed to see the door burst open making my ear drums feel like they were bleeding from how loud it was.

My mom came over to me with the most anger in her eyes I had ever seen.

I just looked up at her as she started kicking me.

I was sobbing and screaming so much I could barely catch my breath.

She kept doing it and verbally abusing me as she did it.

I just felt I was dying. I kept seeing my life flash before my eyes.

~ End of Flashback ~

~ Start of another flashback ~

My dad had just walked through the door and I was making his dinner when he ran into the kitchen where I was.

"YOU BITCH MOTHERFUCKING WASTE OF SPACE!" He screamed so loud.

I started to cry and scream as he came over to me and shoved me out the way of the dinner I was making.

He grabbed my neck and he started to strangle me.

I gasped for breath while screaming for him to stop.

I kept jolting from him screaming in my ears.

I was shaking my life out and was crying uncontrollably.

He finally let go of me and I just fell to the floor.

I got up as fast as I could and just ran up to my room and shut the door blocking it with ever piece of furniture I could move.

I climbed into my closet and hid still shaking my life out and gasping for air.

I heard him start banging on the door.

"OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT THIS FUCKING SECOND OR I WILL KILL YOU!" He screamed so loudly.

My ears were hurting and I was crying so much.

I wanted it all to stop. It clogged my head.

~ End of flashback ~

That last flashback I always had but it usually went on longer than that.

I hadn't really realised where I was right now.

I rubbed my eyes to try and get the scene out of eyes and looked around.

My heart was racing and I looked and saw I was being held.

I jolted hard as I didn't know who by.

I looked at who was holding me with tears streaming down my face and saw Alex holding me.

He was rocking me and singing softly.

I blinked aggressively making sure it definitely was him.

I just broke down into tears for some reason.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and just sobbed into his shoulder.

He rubbed my back and I started to listen to his soft singing.

I really didn't want to let go of him.

I was scared I was dreaming and he wasn't actually here and I had been abandoned.

I didn't know if this was part of a dream or not.

He kissed my head a few times and that made me feel like I was here.

He kept on singing to me and it made me calm down a bit.

Usually after I had a flashback I would be so shaky and my heart would constantly beat so fast. This time I had felt so much more calm and in reality.

I pulled away looking into his eyes.

He kissed the tears which had fallen down my cheeks and it felt like my sadness was going.

I sobbed quite a bit thought from all the crying and just wanted to be with him.

But I was keeping him up at night. I was being so selfish..

"I'll stay here with you. I won't leave you I promise. I'm okay here." He whispered very quietly.

It's like he knew what I needed to hear.

I started sucking my thumb when my breathing started going going back to normal.

He was still singing as well and rocking me very gently.

I felt so calm and relaxed.

I ruffled his hair with my other hand carefully.

Don't ask why I love doing this. It was just so calming.

I rubbed my eyes a bit and yawned knowing I was starting to get tired.

"I won't let go." He whispered. This reassured me to go to sleep.

I was apprehensive as I still thought this was a dream but there was no way I could stay awake from his most calming singing voice and gentle rocking.

~ The morning ~

I woke up quite slowly and had a look round.

I saw I was in a bed but it wasn't my normal crib.

I looked to my side seeing Alex sound asleep next to me.

He was holding me close to him and the warmness of his chest was so calming.

I buried my head in his chest and hugged him.

I did love him. So so much.

I then felt him kiss my head gently and rub my back.

I wanted to stay as close to him as possible.

He was the kindest, loving, amazing, caring, calming and perfect person I had ever known.

I loved him.

Actually I loved Daddy.

I pulled away and he looked into my eyes.

His eyes were so stunning and I could stare at them for ages. Although that would be a bit weird.

"Morning Baby." He whispered quietly, as he curled my hair out my face.

"Morning." I managed to speak from how tired I was.

Today's gonna be a long day...

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