My Daddy (Completed)

Chapter 38 ~ Guitar

~ Ali's POV ~

Despite what happened today and my first BPD episode in just over a month, I had felt calmer than usual.

I remember I would sometimes get a BPD episode and feel incredibly stressed for days.

But.. that really wasn't the case today...

I was so calm.

So so calm.

Do you know the reason for that?

It's because Alex has been holding me all evening.

We had watched a very quite movie on the couch for the majority of the evening.

He was humming softly while holding me close to his chest and stroking my head lightly.

I had my head rested on his shoulder and my arms round his warm neck.

We were watching a sort of older kids movie as I was more into those movies.

It was the best evening ever.

I had penguin cuddled into me as well. Obviously I would always have him near me.

I was close to the two things I adored.

Penguin.

And Alex.

I am so grateful for them both.

Although me being so calm and happy now the movie did come to an end.

I looked up at him and he smiled at me.

He laid a kiss on my forehead making my heart flutter.

"Can I have some milk please?" He said to the guards behind him.

"Yes sir." They said going off.

He looked back down at me and I was kissing penguins face.

I passed Alex's kiss to penguin.

The guard came back a few minutes later and gave him the milk.

In those minutes he was softly singing.

He gave me the bottle nipple and I started to suckle.

It was the best feeling right next to him and penguin.

When I had finished not long later he took the nipple out and I rubbed my eyes.

I'm glad he never made me go to bed early as that does stress me a lot.

It was about 11pm right now.

I was getting tired so now was a good time to go to sleep.

I already had a bath tonight. Let me tell you that was so relaxing.

He stood up with me in his arms and I immediately put my arms around his neck, still clutching penguin.

He started to walk upstairs and I nuzzled into his neck taking in the comfort.

We went into my bedroom and he put me on the table with my legs dangling over the sides.

He went to my closet and had a look through for something for me to wear.

He picked something up, but I couldn't see it.

He turned round and showed me some fluffy shorts and an oversized white t-shirt.

I nodded smiling a bit and he smiled back.

I laid back still apprehensive and he looked right at me.