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ON THE WAY TO WITCHDOM

SHAWNA'S POV:

" You came into my life,
like autumn leaves,
you left me like that,
when I was in need.
You lied day by day,
that you loved me a lot,
Now did I know,
that you did not
."

Dried tears on my cheeks and puffy eyes were as still as a stoned picture on my face

Ουπς! Αυτή η εικόνα δεν ακολουθεί τους κανόνες περιεχομένου. Για να συνεχίσεις με την δημοσίευση, παρακαλώ αφαίρεσε την ή ανέβασε διαφορετική εικόνα.

Dried tears on my cheeks and puffy eyes were as still as a stoned picture on my face. The harder I try to hold on, I fall. Slowly I am losing myself. Am I worthy of all this pain? I kept questioning myself. Maybe not... Not like this. I know I have made mistakes in the past, but I never did anything with my consent, I was betrayed too, I was been fooled and been played. Then what is my fault in this? I have been hurt too. But it never let me lose my conscience. I have worked harder these past years to gather myself from the broken past. I have faced a lot too.!!!

How can he play me like that? How can he....? Was his love so fake, that he can easily forget us and I cannot even stop thinking about him? 

"I was a time for you to pass,
Yet you make me believe what love was.
you make me dream of day and night,
but when I asked you to fight,
you denied it.
you showed me the reason, I was the pain,
you never loved, anything you gained. "

A sad chuckle left from my mouth, thinking about the promises and dreams he made me see. Fool I was true. Looking like a maniac, who lost her mind I sat on my seat. I tried to hold on to myself not breaking down. 

"yet I was a fool believing you,
sacrifice all I had into you,
you stand there and look like the haze,
you told me, all this was a waste.
It was you, always was you,
and always will be,
but you make me realize,
past all these years,
was nothing meant to be
."

No matter what my heart will always be his. But to my self-respect, I must be strong enough to let him go. I will be happy if he is happy. 

"So once I am gone,you must know,there was this girl,who loved you,with all she had, never lied,she gave her heart,she tried to fight

Ουπς! Αυτή η εικόνα δεν ακολουθεί τους κανόνες περιεχομένου. Για να συνεχίσεις με την δημοσίευση, παρακαλώ αφαίρεσε την ή ανέβασε διαφορετική εικόνα.

"So once I am gone,
you must know,
there was this girl,
who loved you,
with all she had, never lied,
she gave her heart,
she tried to fight.
Yet you left her hands,
to let her all alone.
you will understand,
once I am gone.
"

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