Behind My Eyes.

confidant.

i accepted you for all that you were, 

your flaws and imperfections and the demons screaming so loud in your head that you couldn't think.

i held you when you were down and i celebrated you when you were strong.

i would drop anything i was doing in the blink of an eye if you needed me.

and i did, on multiple occasions.

i was there through every low and every high.

i helped you through everything.

i confided in you and you in me.

i gave you all of me and you gave me all of you.

everything was always stop and go with us.

you took advantage of my kindness for over two years and i just let you because i thought it was helping.

i never realized at the time that the more i gave to you the less i had of myself.

i lost myself in you and when you decided i wasn't enough anymore i didn't know who i was.

i suffer every day without you...

how could you just leave me like that?

i'm still trying to find myself again.

i don't want to lose the parts of you that i adapted.

i miss you so much it isn't fair.

i hope whoever took my place does right by you. 

you deserve the best.