Behind My Eyes.

lessons.

i want to take all of my emotions and put them in a box much like pandora's,

i want to put it in that damn box and tie it with a cute bow.

i want to take that stupid box and set it adrift on the mississippi river.

i don't want to feel anything ever again for as long as i live.

i drown in my emotions all the time so it only makes sense that i drown them.

i want to be free.

letting go of the past isn't as easy as i thought it would be.

why did i even think this would be easy?

i've been doing everything.

i've been trying so hard.

i probably have more to learn from all of this but i'm so sick of the lessons.

i know they'll help me, in the long run, to stop myself from making these same mistakes.

i should do a little more self-reflecting and stop avoiding that because it's inevitable.

i have life lessons to learn.

i need to become a better person because who i am simply isn't cutting it anymore.

nobody wants to keep me around!

become the best version of myself...eventually.

put those lessons in a glass jar and dust it often so i never forget them.

never repeat those silly mistakes.

learn from them.

don't be a fool as i have been.