Behind My Eyes.

turned tables.

maybe our entire relationship was a horrible mess that could only crash and burn...

i can't see us being friends anymore.

you've changed and you spent so long without me that i don't have a part in your life anymore.

i grew out of the mold that you made me fit into.

did you even know you did that?

you do it to everyone,

you change them slowly to fit this mold of how you want them to be and it's so gradual that the person doesn't even know it's happening.

it doesn't seem right for us to continue whatever we are.

you won't care though because your life revolves around her and i'm not her.

when she decided that you could be in her life and then she proceeded to treat you how you're treating me,

you lost it.

you spent so many nights talking bad about her and venting to me about how you were conflicted about her,

and then you treat me like that and just expect it to be okay?

you've always used my feelings for you to your advantage.

you knew how to manipulate me and you did it so perfectly.

you don't care about me though or how those actions affect me because i'm simply not her.

i know how long two years with or without someone is.

i also know that at one point you always expected to see me by your side.

do you still feel that way?

i'm not so sure i want to be by your side anymore.

do you have any idea how difficult this is for me?

you're my best friend.

you're all i had.

i figured you and i had a forever kind of relationship.

and now i have to rethink everything i've ever known about you because you decided to push me to the side as if i'm nothing to you.

i'm not sure if i can even talk to you,

all you do is avoid me.

i get opened messages and blank stares.

i'm getting another job soon and then we won't even see each other.

you always used to try and guilt me into staying there because you couldn't handle the job without me.

it was you and i against everyone else, do you remember when you said that?

do you remember anything?

i'm debating just blocking you to just get it over with.

you're dragging it out and it's killing me.

isn't that funny?

you usually always block me,

but i guess this time i'm gonna be the one to pull the trigger.

it's funny how the tables turn.