Chapter One Hundred Six

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The ride back to Ba Wei's house was stressful, and it was all due to Ba Wei

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The ride back to Ba Wei's house was stressful, and it was all due to Ba Wei. The entire car ride he would put his hand on my thigh and I would remove it only for him to move it back. In the end I just let him keep it there and the closer we got to his house I would say he got a bit bolder. The hand that he had on my thigh would slowly start to go up and down, but that wasn't the issue. The issue is that he would go up just enough to brush against my crotch and then he would go back down to my knee. He continued to do this all the way to his driveway and now that we are inside he won't even talk to me. 

We've been sitting on the couch watching a movie. Well, I should say he was watching it because my attention was anywhere but the movie. I was struggling between thinking about Ba Wei and worrying about that goddamn letter. I can't lie and say that the letter wasn't bothering me because it was. If it was anyone from the place before than they have balls. My reputation was really stained back then so them even laying a finger on my father was something risky for them. I didn't want to go back to how I was back then but if I had too I would. 

"Hey. did you hear me?" 

I looked over at the boy beside me in confusion, "no. Did you say something?" 

"Yeah," he said with a sigh. "I asked what you wanted to eat." 

'oh, " I ran a hand through my hair, "It doesn't matter. We can eat whatever you want to." 

As I said that his eyes met mine and I couldn't help but feel a bit uncomfortable but at the same time I couldn't look away. We stared at each other for a few minutes before he shifted his eyes. He cleared his throat and pushed his bangs out of his face. I raised an eyebrow at this, and leaned towards him. 

"What do you want to eat?" 

He didn't say anything so I leaned a bit closer to him, and just as I was about to say something his lips met mine. I was surprised at first but after I realized what was happening I quickly returned the kiss. It was quick but very passionate and when our lips separated I was anything but calm. 

"Why did you-" 

"You." 

"Huh?" 

"You asked what I want to eat. It's you." Before I even got time to answer he was already pushing me down on the chair. In the end I ended up beneath him with him between my legs. 

"What do you think you're doing," I asked with a smirk on my face? 

He leaned down and started to kiss my neck, "You tell me." 

I took a hand full of his hair  and pulled his head up and away from my neck, "You know usually people ask before they kiss other people?" 

He didn't seemed that bothered by me pulling his hair at all honesty looking into his eyes it looked like he was enjoying it. He just stared at me without saying anything and I knew what he was doing. He was asking. He was asking if I didn't want this, and in truth I did. I wanted him to touch me, but at the same time I didn't want to use him to forget about something again. I don't want him to think that I used him again. 

"Not today okay," I said softly as I let his hair fall from in between my fingers. He nodded and was about to get up but before he could fully get up I grabbed his arm. 

"What is it?" 

"Um...can we stay like this for a bit?" 

I turned my face away from him trying to hide my blushing face, but it was no use. I heard a chuckle come from him before he lowered his bodyweight back down on me. He moved his body down far enough that he could lay his head comfortably on my chest. A small smile spread across my lips and I slowly relaxed. 

"Hey." 

"hmm?" 

"Have you lost weight?" 

"Not that I know of," I said as I started to play with his hair. "Why are you asking?" 

He didn't answer me right away, and I was about to ask again but suddenly he started to get up. I  didn't say anything and just watched him closely. I watched as he started feeling around my chest and as his hands grazed over my nipples I couldn't help but to arch my back a bit. Ba Wei let out a low chuckle. 

"Sorry. I didn't mean to do that." 

"Yeah Sure." He went back to feeling around my body and I couldn't help the question that flew out of my mouth. "Just what are you doing?" 

He lifted my shirt up, "I'm trying to see if you've actually lost weight." 

I raised an eyebrow at this because in truth it was quite funny. If he wanted to touch me he could've found another excuse to. Plus I would be lying if I wasn't getting annoyed that he moved. I wanted to feel his weight on top of me. It sounds weird to say it but I just want to feel him. To feel his skin against mine, and to know he's there. 

"Hey," His eyes snapped to mine, "how about you stop using me losing weight as an excuse to touch me and actually lay back down." 

A smile spread across his face and a sigh left his lips. He slowly lowered himself back down but didn't lay down. He propped himself up on his elbows and just stared down at me. 

"You're not being fair here," he said as he leaned down and planted a small kiss on my lips. 

"How am I not being fair? I think what I want is quite reasonable." 

"Yeah but you're not the person that's horny and having to lay on the person you want to devour." 

I was taken aback by his words and I just stared up at him. I knew he was in that mood but I didn't think it was bothering him that much. I didn't think he would actually be struggling in controlling himself. I shifted my eyes and he just sighed. He pushed himself off me and got to his feet. 

"Where are you going," I asked as I sat up. 

"I'm going to take a cold shower." 

"I'll join you then." 

He turned around and glanced at me, "no." 

I got up and stretched, "Why not? I think it'll be fun." I couldn't help but let out a small chuckle, and Ba Wei made sure to take notice of this. 

"Fuck off. Do you like making me like this?" 

"Not necessarily  but I can't say I don't like it either," I said laughing. 

He didn't say anything and just walked away and I couldn't help but to laugh. It was probably a dick move to tease him like that but I needed a laugh and I'm sure he did too. I wonder if he's mad or anything? In truth I just wanted to lighten the mood after what he said but I probably just came off as an ass. 

"I should've just let him take his frustration out on me," I said aloud. 

I sighed and pulled out my phone and as soon as I cut  it  on I was greeted by something weird. A voicemail...from my mother. What could she possibly have to speak to me about. Like I'm both happy and scared to see this. I click on the message and when I heard her voice a small smile graced my lips but fell by the end of it. 

"um, Ji Nan its your mother. I don't know if you're the one who's given my number to your fathers new fiancé but please tell her to stop contacting me, and it's best if we stop talking also. I've already told you its best for you not to call but now I'm telling you not to expect one from me either......take care." 

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