Chapter Fifty-One

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"Are you gay," Ba Wei asked

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"Are you gay," Ba Wei asked.

I looked over at him not sure what to say. I wouldn't say that I am gay but I like him. So what does that make me?

"I'm not sure."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean that I'm not sure. This is the first time I've been attracted to..."

"A man?"

I glanced up at him, "yeah. In truth it's the first time I've been this strongly attracted to anyone."

My face was beet red as I said that and even thought my eyes were on the ground I could feel Ba Wei's eyes on me. I looked over at him to see him staring directly back at me. His eyes were glued on me and his face was like stone. It looked as if he was thinking of something, and I couldn't help but wonder exactly what it was. I shifted my eyes and looked at my hands and after a minute of silence Ba Wei's voice rang through the air.

"Me too."

"Huh?"

"It's my first time," He cleared his throat," being attracted to someone."

I looked over at him and my eyes widened when I saw his slightly red face. He's blushing! I stared at him for a few minutes before a smile spread across my face. I wanted to honestly laugh and in the end it escaped me.

"What are you laughing for?"

Hearing his question only made me laugh harder and this caused him to smack his lips. I wiped the tears that had gathered in my eyes and tried to calm my laughing.

"I'm sorry," I laughed out. "I'm not laughing at you."

"Then what are you laughing at?"

I didn't answer him because I couldn't necessarily tell him that I found him blushing to be amusing. I looked over at him and my laughter finally subsided. In truth the reason I found his embarrassed face amusing was simply because I had never seen it before. He had always showed me his smile, and that stone cold face that I had grown accustomed to. Yet I had never once seen his face reddened because of embarrassment. It was cute.

"Hey," I nudged him at bit, "I wasn't laughing at you."

"Yeah sure."

His voice was cold and he didn't look towards me. I raised an eyebrow at this and I couldn't help but smile.

"Are you upset with me," I asked with amusement in my voice?

I waiting for him to say something but almost in the blink of an eye I was pushed down. I was rather surprised and I had to blink a few times before I realized that Ba Wei now lay on top of me. His body weight was quite heavy, but I didn't mind that much. I looked up at him and our eyes met. Even though I didn't look down when our bodies pressed together I knew what parts of us were touching.

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