J-hope - Blue Side

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"Blue side, blue side, back to the blue side..." I listen to this song and cry.

Hobi is leaving in a few days and I don't know what to do with myself.

He knows I'm upset.

We haven't really talked about it but since he got his hair cut it's become, real.

I can't let go of him, I'm basically clinging to him all the time, he doesn't mind.

We just sit and cuddle, he tells me he won't be long, he'll think of me every day and text me every day as soon as he gets his phone after the initial 6 weeks training.

I tell him I'm proud of him.

I am proud of him. But I'm still sad. I'll miss him so much.

"Hobi?" I looked up at him as he got ready to leave.

"Yeah?" He looked at you, a smile on his face.

"I love you" you said to him, his smile grew, the tears in his eyes almost spilling as he hugged you, your own tears rolling down your cheeks.

"I love you so much Hobi, promise me you'll be safe..." you mumbled.

he sniffed, rubbing your back gently as he didn't wanna let go just yet, "I promise..."

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A/N: I wrote this on my feelings abt Hobi leaving, just my own little way of dealing with it. Also we just hit 800k on this book!!! Thanks so much everyone who reads I'm so glad you enjoy it ^^

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